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June 27th, 2005


11:58 pm - Rage & Love
ok so yesterday was fun.. Me and Kara hung out all day pretty much. Her and kevin and dan went to 12 oaks mall with out me I was sad. anyways we drove around non stop for an hour or so. Then I wanted to go to sport way so bad to ride the go-carts. She didnt want to. lol then she called kevin and hes like we on our way to sport way. So we went there yay. Me, Steve and Dan went on the go-carts I was so excited I had like the fastest car. I passed up everyone. yay. Then we went and hung out at kevins house. later on we all wanted to go to the spree and i drove and kevin drove. no one wanted to drive with me. they are all scared to get in an accident with me. but kyle didnt want to drive so kyle and steve had to get in the car with me haha. so we went down there. i was shaking so bad because they kept yelling at me how to drive and where to go. and when ever i would sk them something they would keep quiet. then we came to a stop and kevin kept bumping me! I was so pissed. then steve hops in the "coffin" lol. i was like what the fuck are you doing? they are so weird. when we finally found a parking spot we got out and walked then decided that it was no fun because we had no chairs and no drinks and no where to sit. sooo we left. then we ended up at steves house. then i went home.

Today was a good day to. I hung out with everyone. like always. it was boring untill we went out side and played texas horseshoes. it was so fun. i didnt think i was going to be very good at it but i was really good i was on a team with kara... lol and we started out awesome and almost beat steve and kevin but didnt. o goodness then the june bugs started coming out! i was like ok we need to leave now!. so we went to saras house for some reason.. but i forget. then kyle didnt want to drive with me again. then he asked me if he could drive and i was like... umm sure why not. i never had some one drive it before... then we ended up going back to kyles house. steve needed to go home i was like i'll take you, you can drive lol. he's like sweet! wheres the keys lol. so i let him drive... lol. then i came home and now i am writing in this thing. yup. well i got to go i am going up north wendesday. i am kind of excited.
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: minority- green day

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June 25th, 2005


09:31 pm
What is your name?: Malissa

What's your screename?: SweetMalissa1020

Would you name a child of yours after you?: no

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: mElissa but its mAlissa

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: not if i didnt have to

Your gender:: Female

Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight

Single?: yeah

If not, do you want to be?: I'd like a boyfriend

Birthdate:: 10/20/88

Your age:: 16

Age you act: depends

Your height:: 5'3

Eye color:: brown

Happy with it?: yeah their sexy

Hair color:: brown

Happy with it?: i wouldnt mind some high lights

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty

Piercings?: Ears

Do you speak another language?: Hola

Have a favorite quote?: School is practice for the future and practice makes perfect but nobodys perfect so why practice.

Do you have a webpage?: My Space and Live Journal

Do you live in the moment?: yeah i try to

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: hell no

Do you have any secrets?: no not really

Do you hate yourself?: no I am actually a big fan of my self

Do you like your handwriting?: nope

What's your biggest fear?: being alone

Can you sing?: ha. no

Are you a loner?: no

What are your priorities in life?: boys, making out, keeping a good relationship with my friends

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah i am awesome

Are you a daredevil?: depends who i am with

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate rejection and how i fall for guys very easily

Do you have a journal?: yeah but i havent written in it for ever

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i would change my arms

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no.

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: no

What do you like the most about your body?: my smile

What do you like least?: my arms

Do you think you are good looking?: yes

Are you confident?: yes

What is the fictional character you are most like?: i dont know

Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah alot of people think i am a bitch but im not

_Do You..._

Smoke?: no

Do drugs?: no

Read the newspaper?: no

Pray?: every once in a great while

Go to church?: yeah

Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes

Sleep with stuffed animals?: no

Take walks in the rain?: not by my self

Drive?: yes

Like to drive fast?: oh yeah

_Would or Have You Ever?_

Liked your voice?: no

Hurt yourself?: no purposly

Been out of the country?: bahamas

Been in love?: I think so but it gets better with every guy so how do you know what love is

Done drugs?: what! me! NEVER! .... ok maybe

Gone skinny dipping?: i want to so bad hehe

Had a medical emergency?: no

Had surgery?: i got my tonsils out

Ran away from home?: no my mom said if i ever did she would break my leggs

Gotten beaten up?: no

Beaten someone up?: no

Been picked on?: yes.. tear

Been on stage?: a few times

Slept outdoors?: yes i love it

Pulled an all nighter?: many times

If yes, what is your record?: umm probably 32 hours

Gone one day without food?: yes

Talked on the phone all night?: yeah.. i love it

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah

Slept all day?: not all day but maybe half of the day

Killed someone?: NO

Had sex with a stranger?: eww no

Thought you're going crazy?: oh goodness i have thought that for a long time

Kissed the same sex?: umm no... on the cheek

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no

Had a dream that came true?: mmm probably

Met a famous person?: no i dont think so

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no i would be horrified

On purpose?: ahh no

Been on radio/tv?: yes both

Been in a mosh-pit?: yes

Had a nervous breakdown?: oh goodness i spaz and i totally lose it

Bungee jumped?: no

Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

_Do you believe in_

Life on other planets?: no

Miracles?: yes

Astrology?: not really

Magic?: YES

God?: yes

Satan?: yes

Santa?: yeah =)

Ghosts?: i dont know kind of

Luck?: yes

Love at first sight?: no

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: hmm.. yea

Witches?: no

Easter bunny?: yes!

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i want to believe that but i dont know

Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: YES!

Do you wish on stars?: yes

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: mmm i dont think so

_Friends_

Who is your best friend?: Kara

Who's the one person that knows most about you?:mmm kara

Thing you're picked on most about?:mmm the way i drive

Who's your longest known friend?:chelsea and kara

Newest?: brittany, steve, kevin, kyle, morgan

Shyest?: no one really

Funniest?: steve

Sweetest?: Justin

Closest?: Kara and Amanda

Weirdest?: Gaby

Smartest?: Amanda

Friends you miss being close to the most?: Chelsea, dave, ashley and Allyson

Last person you talked to online?: Brittany

Who listens to your problems?: Kara, Amanda, Morgan, Justin, Brittany, Gaby.. pretty much any of them lol

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yeah.. justin

Who's your second family?: Gaby or Kara, and always chelsea

Do you always feel understood?: most of the time

Who's the loudest friend?: i am the loudest one

Do you trust others easily?: yes unfortunatly

Who's house were you last at?: Eriks

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: kara, amanda... justin

Do your friends know you?: yeah

Do you consider love a mistake?: never

What do you find romantic: mMmMmMm... hehe alot of things, the way he smiles at me, when he calls me early in the morning just to say hello, flowers, candy, telling me how much he likes me, holding hands, kissing in the rain, talking on the phone hours on end, cheesy things maybe taken from a movie.laying togeather, falling asleep in his arms. When he asks you out on a date. better, he does it after youve been togeather for a long time.

Turn-on?: oh goodness lol.. makeing out, tounge piercings. OoOoOo lol. moaning, when he puts his hands on the inside of my legg, when he says what i am thinking... a guy that has vibrent green eyes with dark hair.

Turn-off?: cockiness.. theres a boarder line of confidence and cockiness.

First kiss?: what about it? the first kiss should be simple but have alot of impact. dont eat their face but a little tounge wont hurt. make him want more

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: usually

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: heck no

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I sure hope so lol

What is best about the opposite sex?: mmmm i think its alittle bit of everything, i am not going to say the sex but ya know

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they can be down right mean and hate full

What's the last present someone gave you?: my car! lol

_Who Was the Last Person..._

That haunted you?: ... i dont know how to respond to that

That laughed at you?: my mom

You went shopping with?: my mom... she can be a pain in my butt

That broke your heart?: I guess dave... but it wasent that bad

You saw a movie with?: kristy and my mom. mr. and mrs. smith

You talked to on the phone?: Kara

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Morgan

You saw?: My mom

You lost?: In a store?.. probably my mom

_Right This Moment..._

Are you going out?: not tonight

What are you wearing right now?: a sexi halter top and some jeans

What book are you reading?: ....none

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: irratated, tired, sore, bored but still kind of horny

Grab the book nearest to you. turn to page 18, find line 4. see spot run dosent have 18 pgs lol

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? bar stool

What is the last thing you watched on TV? uhh seventh hevem

Without Looking, what time is it? oh dang i just looked lol

Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 11:38

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the air coming through the vents

When did you last step outside? like a couple hours ago

Did you dream last night? yeah but i cant remember it

What is on the walls of the room you are in? green day is on one side johnny depp is on the other and a pic of aerosmith is on the other

What is the last film you saw? the pacifier

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a new car

Tell me something about you that I don't know: uhh my mind is empty right now

Do you like to dance? hell yes

Would you ever consider living abroad? maybe if i knew what that ment

How long is a piece of string? long

age? 16

Parents names? Barry and Jeanette

Brothers or sisters? Brother

whats their names and ages? Jesse 15

Pets? one dog, one fish. there are other pets around but their not mine

religion? christian

shoe size? i think like 8 1/2

_Favorites_

favorite color? Pink

favorite bands? Green Day, Aerosmith

favorite t.v show? i dont watch that much t.v. so i dont know.

favorite video game? Mario

favorite computer game? solitare

favorite cartoon? that one aqua force hunger team or something

favorite movie? Pirates of the carribean

favorite song? uhhh..right now i really love the best of you- foo fighters

favorite day? pay day

favorite season? spring and fall

favorite holiday? halloween

favorite number? 13

Do you want kids in the future? yes eventually

what are your favorite baby names? boy: havent thought about it girl: same

do you ever want to get married? yes of course

are you looking for "the one"? not yet, but if he happens to come around i'll see him

how many people have you had sex with? 0 thank you very much

have you ever been to a mental hospital? no i had to see a pshchologist for a while

have you ever been on pills for depression or anything like that? not for depression for adhd

what do you look for in a g/f or b/f? a good time, lots of love.

what grade are you in? i am going in to my senior year

are you a high school drop out? no

what kinda car do you have or want? i have a 90 corcia

do you have a crush on anybody right now? ... no sadly

are you a "player"? no

do you want to be in love? yes very much so

do you get good grades in school? yes

do you like to party? yes

do you like to spend time alone? i dont like to

do you have a job? yes

whats your dream job? i dont know

favorite flower? something exotic

favorite sexual position? ....

do you cuss? yes

do you cuss alot? yes

are you afraid of being in love? no

can you play guitar? i wish

can you sing? no

do you draw? some times

favorite c.d that you own? my chemical romance

what size bed do you have? full

got any tattoos? not yet

do you want any? hell yes

where's your dream place to live? i dont know

do you like "it" shaved? yes

favorite magz? cozmopolitan

favorite place to get stuff at? what stuff exactly

do you like candles? mmm yeah

showers or baths? showers

cats or dogs? dogs

day or night? night

would you ever have sex in a cemetery on halloween? oh god no

are you in love? not right now

do you have a girlfrined or a boyfriend? errr no havent we established that

favorite food? TACO BELL

favorite sport? volley ball

would you date anybody younger then you? i have considered it

when was the last time you cried? mmm my last entry i cried while writing that

have you cried over somebody that you love? yes

do you get along with your family? sometimes

how many times have you been in love? i dont know exactly, once or twice

who have you been in love with? Randy and Justin

what do you think about goths? they are people

skaters? scenesters? they are people

losers? love em

when was the last time you had sex? never

when was the last time you lied? sometime today

are you shy? i can be

do you like porn? oh yeah

are you emotional? yes

do you get mad easy? yes i have been called bi- polar

do you hate kids? most of them, yes

are you racist? i try not to be

do you like school? i love the people i like there

do you wear eyeliner? i love it

do you paint your nails? when i have time

are you only looking for sex or love? love first

what does your room look like? blue with posters every where

do you live alone? no

do you have a cell phone? yes

how many people are on your buudy list? 16.. i am a loser

what did you do on your last birthday? cedar point

420? smoke weed!

like vodka? yes the fruity kind

sing in the shower? not really

take over the whole bed when you sleep? no

take over the blanket when you sleep? no

ideal date? a night in, dinner for 2 then lay on the couch watching a fav movie, with the occassional makeout

favorite drink? juice

are you popular? .... i have alot of friends...

got alot of friends? yeah

favorite animal? pinguin

favorite school subject? .....id like not to think about that durring summer

favorite fruit? grapes

favorite place to eat at? dont know

favorite memory? ....uh

are you close to your grandparents? they think i am perfect

do you dream of the future alot? day dream? yes

do you save your money? a little

do you pay on the dates? no. if i ask him out yeah

like to play sports? for fun

like to talk on the phone? depends who i am talking to

like to write? yea

do you like your self? most of the time


i am such a loser. but i love it. yeah! lol. mmm... so i am getting a week and a half off work starting tomorrow! i am so excited you dont even know. iam getting my hair highlighted on monday eeekkk i am excited. i have to go shopping for senior picture clothes asap. well i am going to go now see ya!
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: foo fighters

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June 24th, 2005


01:49 am - i am so tired
ok so its almost 2 in the morning and i was so bored i was trying to figure out how to change the wording on the bottom that says post comment. i dont know how to change it for the life of me lol. yeah today i took kristy home. yeah then i went to work oh my car had a flat tire when i work up. i ran over a screw... but my daddy fixed it for me. then i went to eriks house to watch the game. we lost it was kind of upsetting. yeah i left with 18 sec to go there was no way we were going to win so i was out of there. lol. mmmm.. me and amanda walked up to 7-11 yeah.. ummm tomorrow i have to work from 10 to 8 i think... i cant do that i will seriously pass out maybe i will get to go home early. i have a fuckin tan line because i was out in the sun all day today. i am so mad. errr.
so while me and amanda were walking we were talking about how life is just flying by, i am in denile, i think, because i dont ever want to get old. its really hard to take in the fact that this is going to be my last year of high school. it was just yesterday that me and chelsea would play pretend that we were 16 and able to drive. now we are.. wow. things were alot easier when we were younger, it didnt matter if you were single or not, everyone was your friend. you didnt care what people thought of you. you never thought you wouldnt be friends with the people you've grown up with. i mean i love my life right now. sure there are somethings i want different but i have the best friends ever. i love the people i am around. i love the things i have went through this year. my whole life i was told not to grow up to fast because i would never get that time back, i wouldnt know what to do with it if i got it back, i would do it all the same. i have no regrets.
I am numb about the whole senior year thing. what happens after that? it makes me want to cry. will i leave everyone behind and move on? whats going to happen with me and my best friends? what things will i mess up on? Who will be there for me when i fall and cant get up? I am so scared of being on my own. I am the kind of person that has to have someone by my side all the time. Someone i can rely on to be there all the time. Right now i have about 12 different people because i tell everyone everything about me.
I want to say that everything will be alright and it will all fall in to place but what will i have to go through before it is alright?, and how long will it take before this numb feeling is going to go away.
I dont know.... i drank alot of this energy drink to day so i just keep going. lol. i have been thinking too. i think i am turning in to someone who... if i dont know how to deal with it i try and make it go away, laugh it off make jokes, smile, pretend that this is not happening. How do you respond to something that you cant believe is happening. when someone tells you something that you cant handle, and all that goes through your head is... I AM TO YOUNG FOR THIS SHIT! GO AWAY AND COM BACK WHEN I AM READY TO GROW UP AND HANDLE IT! But then again when is the right time to grow up? For me i guess it was probably this year. I had never had to deal with something i didnt know if could handle. Some one hurt me so bad and i never felt that before. i thought i wanted so badly to be with that person because i didnt know how else to act but all i knew was that i didnt want to be left behind. I think that i was protected my whole life from bad things, in a way, now i see that not everyone is perfect and some people are just not good. people will mess with you, they will walk all over you, why i am not exactly sure but they do it. maybe they dont mean to but, whats going through their heads that make them feel that way..........
Somethings are just to heavy to handle by your self how do i deal with that!!! ahhhh you cant tell someone to just stop thinking about it. its not going to go away! ahhhhhhh. whats going to happen to all of us. i am seriously to young for this fucking drama.

oh by the way if any one ever wants to talk to me i am always here for you. dont think that i have way to much on my plate i always have room for more. i am always here to listen. i promise!

well i am going to go to bed now the energy if fading lol!
Current Mood: worriedoh goodness.
Current Music: the jetset life is going to kill you- my chemical romance

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June 22nd, 2005


12:45 am - Blah!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i love me! end of story
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic

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June 21st, 2005


12:14 am - cant wait for tomorrow
i am so excited i am going to pick up kristy.. my cuz tomorrow. we are going to go shopping. yay. talk about everything. you know you know. i dont know what time i am going to go get her. but i am so excited. yeah... i am waiting for kara to get here so we can hang out she is sleeping here and we are probably going to eat everything in the house like last time we need to bond i guess. when ever she says that i know that means we need to talk... now or asap. so i am waiting. lol but i am going to go wait up stairs and pop in a movie or something. see ya!
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: over and out-foo fighters

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June 13th, 2005


08:37 pm
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

[ ] witten something on your body
[x] made a wish
[x] tied your shoes
[ ] eaten cake
[ ] signed a contract
[ ] made something explode
[ ] directly and knowingly supported the pornography industry
[ ] sent something through the US mail
[x] been angry
[ ] gone a day without eating
[x] watched more than three different television shows
[x] had a conversation that you considered very personal and meaningful
[ ] been intoxicated by any substance
[x] thrown up
[ ] gotten paid
[ ] gone a night without sleeping
[ ] broken something you like by accident
[x] envied someone very strongly
[ ] finished an artistic project
[x] hated
[ ] fucked
[x] made very loud noise
[ ] made noise that was too loud
[x] given a thumbs up
[ ] slept in a bed that is not, or has never been, your own
[ ] been drunk
[ ] smoked pot
[ ] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[ ] rode in a taxi
[ ] been dumped
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[ ] snuck out of my parent's house
[ ] been arrested
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] stole something from your job
[ ] went on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] had a crush on teacher
[ ] been to europe
[ ] skipped school

DO YOU....
[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[ ] like someone
[x] feel loved
[x] feel lonely
[x] feel happy
[x] have a dog
[x] have your own room
[x] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock
[ ] listen to soul
[ ] listen to techno
[ ] listen to reggae
[x] paint your nails
[x] have more than one best friend
[x] get good grades
[x] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner
[x] like the color blue
[x] like the color yellow
[ ] cyber
[ ] claim
[ ] like to read
[x] like to write
[x] have long hair
[ ] have short hair
[x] have a cell phone
[ ] have a laptop
[ ] have a pager

ARE YOU....
[x] ok
[x] bored
[x] happy
[ ] gay
[ ] bisexual
[x] straight
[x] white
[ ] black
[x] short
[ ] undecided on your height
[ ] tall
[ ] grounded
[ ] sick
[ ] lazy
[x] single
[ ] taken
[ ] talking to someone
[ ] IMing someone
[x] scared to die
[x] tired
[x] sleepy
[ ] annoyed
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] on the phone
[ ] in your room
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[ ] in your pjs
[x] ticklish
[x] listening to music
[ ] homophobic
[ ] racist
[ ] sexist

[01] What's your first name: Malissa
[02] Middle: Ann
[03] Last name: Brancart
[04] Nicknames: mom calls me pill
[05] Race: mexican/irish white
[06] Sex: Female
[07] Birthday: October 20
[08] Your sign: Libra
[09] Where do you live: Westland
[10] Do you have a boy/girlfriend: no
[11] If so what's her/his name: -
[12] Have you ever been in love: Yes
[13] Who are/were your crushes: been through to many
[14] Do you have any piercings or want any: yes
[15] If so what do you have/want pierced: my ears
[16] Do you have a tattoo or want one: yes
[17] If so what kind and where: cherrys somewhere and an awesome flower on the top of my foot
[18] Where do you shop at the most: the mall
[19] What color is your hair: brown
[20] What color are your eyes: brown
[21] How tall are you: 5'3"
[22] this question was missing! :-O!
[23] Do you smoke: mo
[24] Do your friends smoke: some
[25] Who are your closest friends: Kara Amanda Gaby
[26] Who are your friends: kara amanda gaby drew kyle alex justin ashley allyson steve kevin brandon
[27] Who are your best friends online: uhhh
[28] Do you like Bath & Body Works: yeah
[29] Kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: panteen pro-v
[30] Is your hair short or long: long
[31] Do you like to shop: yes
[32] What sports do you play: none
[33] What turns you on: alot of things, making out, smells, if a guy says something that i am thinking
[34] What turns you off: a bad smell, bad breath.
[35] What place do you go for fun: where ever, when i am with my friends we usually make anything fun
[36] What do you do for fun: shop, hang out with people, spend money.
[37] How many phones do you have in your house: 3
[38] How many TV's do you have in your house: 5
[39] What's your favorite foods: TACO BELL
[40] Do you look like anyone famous: I've been told i look like britteny spears alot... i dont see it
[41] Do you think Ricky Martin is muy guapo (very handsome):no
[42] Who are the most attractive people you know: Ben, Alex.
[43] Are you a virgin: yes
[44] Do you wish to be like your parents: no
[45] What cologne should a hot guy wear: i dont know something not to strong but enough so i will remember it.
[46] What are you listening to right now: green day
[47] What time is it: 8:56
[48] How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone: 1-2
[49] Do you have your own phone line: own cell phone
[50] Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
[51] What are your favorite shoes: my flip flops
[52] What kind of clothes do you sleep in, if any: shorts and a tank top
[53] What's your favorite soda: moutian dew baja blast
[54] What things do you say a lot: true that
[56] Who is the coolest person in the world: i dont know
[57] Do you think you're weird or funny: both
[58] What would you prefer Thong or Bikini: thong
[59] Who was the last person you called: kara
[60] Where do you wanna get married: in a church
[61] Who is the hottest girl/guy in your school: dont know
[62] What are your favorite girl names: dont know
[63] What are your favorite guy names: dont know
[64] What's your worst memory in the past 5 years: dont know.
[65] What's your favorite childhood memory: going to disney land
[66] What is your favorite fast food restaurant: TACO BELL
[67] Who do you really hate:oh he should already know
[68] Do you have any brothers and sisters: yes
[69] If so, names: jesse
[70] Do you have a pool: no
[71] Do you have a spa: no
[72] Are you stupid: i can be but no
[73] What are you addicted to: falling in love with boys
[74] Do you like jewelry: kind of
[75] Who do you wish you were: who ever is having sex with johnny depp
[76] Who has it easier, boys or girls: boys
[77] Would you rather be short or tall: where i am right now
[79] Do you like playing pranks on people: sure as long as they arnt played on me
[80] What's your least favorite subject in school: american govt.
[81] What's your favorite subject in school: psychology
[82] What time is it: 9:06
[83] What college do you wanna go to: i have no idea
[84] What school do you go to now: garden city high
[85] Do you have a Playstation or Nintendo 64: both
[86] If so, what are your favorite Playstation or Nintendo 64 games: mario
[87] Do you sleep a lot: no
[88] Whats your favorite radio stations: 88.7
[89] Are you a night person: i can handle both
[90] Are you a morning person: ^
[91] Whats your favorite TV station: MTV
[92] Do you shave: yes
[93] How often do you shower: every morning.
[94] Do you get along with your parents: i guess
[95] What room do you spend the most time in: my room or the basement
[96] How many rooms does your house have: i think 13
[97] What do you wanna be when your out of school: i have no idea
[98] Do you curse a lot: yeah
[99] Are you ticklish: yes
100 was missing.
[101] What are you wearing right now: barsons greeh house tee and jeans.
[102] Do you go to church: yes
[103] Do you like the person who sent you this: no one sent it to me i stole it from some girl
[104] Do you believe in god: yes
[105] Do you like to watch Public Display of Affection: no i cant stand it. a peck on the lips is sweet but jabbing you toungs down each others throats is not fun to watch!
[106] Do you show PDA: well when i do it i try to be around people that dont care but its never making out hard core
[107] Do you believe in love at first sight: no you fall for their looks
[108] What color tooth brush do you use: orange
[109] How many times a day do you brush your teeth: 2-3
[110] Who is your favorite cartoon character: micky mouse
[111] Do you have a job: yes Barsons Green House
[112]...........
[113] What's your favorite fruit: grapes
[114] What's your favorite veggies: carrott
[115] What's your favorite candy: Starbursts
[116] What was the best day of your life so far: dont know
[117] What are you gonna do today: finish this and go to bed
[118] Are you momma's little angel: no
[119] Do you wear body spray: yeah
[120] Who is the sweetest girl: its between kara and amanda
[121] Who is the sweetest guy: uhhh... Justin
[122] Are you wearing nail polish now: nope
[123] If so, what color:
[124] How many rings or necklaces do you own: i dont know
[125] Do you wear a watch: no
[126] Did/Do you have braces: i did for like 8 years
[127] Are you tired: yes
[128]..........
[129] Do you have freckles: no
[130] What are you thinking right now: how i have a head ache
[131] Are you having fun: not really
[132] What time is it: 9:18
[133] Who makes you laugh: my friends
[134] Who's your favorite teacher: Mrs. Sanborn
[135] ...........
[136] What is the best concert you have ever been to: aerosmith and kiss
[137] What is your favorite dream: dont know
[138] What is your worst dream: dont know
[139] Are you tired of filling this out yet: its getting to me
[140] Which of your friends do you think will get bored with this: dont know
[141] Who sent this lovely survey to you: found it
[142] What's your worst memory as a little kid: don't know
[143] Have you ever cheated on anyone: no
[144] Do you believe in Santa Claus: yes!
[145] Do you believe in ghosts: no

What's Better? Choose one or neither

[146] Rap or R&B: neither
[147] Pop or Rock: Rock
[148] Rock or Metal: Rock
[149] Classical or Jazz: neither
[150] Hanson or Manson: hanson
[151] KoRn or 311: 311
[152] No Doubt or Garbage: No Doubt
[153] Jewel or Fiona Apple: Jewel
[154] Offspring or Nine Inch Nails: Offspring
[155] Sugar Ray or Tool: Sugar Ray
[156] Backstreet Boys or 'N SYNC: NSYNC
[157] Joey McIntyre or Jordan Knight: neither

Your Opinions

[158] What do you think about Boy Bands: their for little girls
[159] What do you think about Country: i could do with out it
[160] What do you think about Heavy Metal: i like it
[161] What do you think about Rap: like it for about 1 min then turn it off
[162] What do you think about R & B: whats the diff
[163] Do you think NKOTB are coming back: no thats gay

Yes or No or Eh

[164] Yes or No. Like Hanson: eh
[165] Yes or No. Like *NSYNC: eh
[166] Yes or No. Like Backstreet Boys: NO
[167] Yes or No. Like ICP: no
[168] Yes or No. Like Orgy: eh
[169] Yes or No. Like Sugar Ray: yes
[170] Yes or No. Like Metallica: yes
[171] Yes or No. Like No Doubt: yes
[172] Yes or No. Like Britany Spears: eh
[173] Yes or No. Like Aaron Carter: no
[174] Yes or No. Like B*witched: no
[175] Yes or No. Like Joey McIntrye: no
[176] Yes or No. Like Jordan Knight: no
[177] Yes or No. Like Busta Rymes: no
[178] Yes or No. Like Offspring: yes
[179] Yes or No. Like Ricky Martin: eh
[180] Yes or No. Like Coolio: no
[181] Yes or No. Like Janet Jackson: no
[182] Yes or No. Like Spice Girls: yes!
[183] Yes or No. Like All Saint: no
[184] Yes or No. Like C-Note: no
[185] Yes or No. Like 98*: eh
[186] Yes or No. Like 5ive: no
[187] Yes or No. Like TLC: YES
[188] Yes or No. Like Take 5: no
[189] Yes or No. Like Moffats: No
[190] Yes or No. Like Jennifer Love Hewit: no
[191] Yes or No. Like Dixie Chicks: no!
[192] Yes or No. Like Mariah Carey: eh
[193] Yes or No. Like EYC: no
[194] Yes or No. Like Brandy: no
[195] Yes or No. Like Eminem: no
[196] Yes or No. Like Shaina Twain: eh
[197] Yes or No. Like Monica: no
[198] Yes or No. Like Mya: no
[199] Yes or No. Like Blessed Unions of Soul: no
[200] Yes or No. Like Bared Naked Ladies: yes
[201] Yes or No. Like Robbie Williams: no
[202] Yes or No. Like Sixpence none the richer: YES
[203] Yes or No. Like LIMP BIZKIT: no
[204] Yes or No. Like the Beach boys: eh
[205] Yes or no. like Def Leppard: yes
[206] Yes or no. like Whitesnake: yes
[207] Yes or no. like Queen: yes
[208] Yes or no. like Elton John: yes
[209] How many Cd's do have: a few.
[210] What Cd's are in your CD player: My Chemical Romance
[211] How many tapes do you have: not many
[212] Do you own videos of your favorite group: yes
[213] Do you record your favorite group when they're on tv: yes
[214] Are you obbsessed with your favorite group/singer/band: its been said before
[215] What's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to: Aerosmith
[216] Are most of your friends music freaks: yes.
[217] What do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing: been there done that
[218] Have you ever paid for a pay-per-view: yes
[219] Do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group: yes.
[220] What TV station is better...MTV or VH1: MTV
[221] What is the worst show on Mtv: NEXT
[222] What is the best show on MTV: real world
[223] If you could marry any music person who would it be: Billy Joe Armstrong - Green Day
[224] What is the worst CD you own: nickleback
[225] What's your favorite movie Soundtrack: coyote ugly
[226] Friend(s) that looks most like you: Ashley
[227] Friend(s) you have the most fun with: Kara Amanda Steve Kyle and Kevin
[228] Friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun with:Kara Amanda Steve Kyle and Kevin
[229] Friend(s) you've dreamt about: all
[230] Friend(s) you tell your dreams to: if i remember any one
[231] Friend(s) you tell your secrets to: kara and amanda and gaby
[232] Boxers or briefs: boxers.
[233] Long or short hair: depends
[234] Dark or blonde: depends
[235] Tall or short: taller then me...
[236] Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny: both at the same time is perfect..
[237] Good girls or bad girls: not in to them
[238] Dark or light eyes: green eyes turn me on
[239] Hat or no hat: either
[240] Ears pierced or no: doesn't matter..
[241] Tan or fair: both
[242] Freckles or none: doesn't matter
[243] Stubble or neatly shave: depends
[244] Rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type: rugged is nice
[245] All american, homey G, or grunge: grunge
[246] Accent or American: american

On preferences

[247] Mt. Dew or SURGE: Mt. Dew
[248] McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds...
[249] Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
[250] Rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend: you cant be on eor the other youve got nothing if all your doing is making love.. where do you go from there
[251] Sweet or sour: sour
[252] Chocolate or vanilla: either
[253] Tea or coffee: coffee
[254] Sappy/action/comedy/horror/comedy: depends
[255] Cats or dogs: dogs
[256] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese: nacho cheese
[257] Mud or Jello: Jello
[258] With or without ice-cubes: With
[260] Milk/Dark/White chocolate: dark
[261] Shine or rain: depends
[262] Top or Bottom: depends
[263] Favorite season: fall or spring
[264] Strawberry or Cherry: CHERRY
[265] Skiing or boarding: boarding
[266] Biking or blading: rollerblades.
[267] Cake or cookies: cookies
[268] Cereal or toast: cereal
[269] Car or truck: car
[270] Night or day: night
[271] Gloves or mittens: gloves
[272] Pager or Cell phone: Cell phone
[273] Bunk bed or waterbed: water bed... oooo
[274] Chewing gum or hard candy: gum
[275] Motor boat or canoe: canoe
[276] Lights on or off: off

What's your favorite?

[277] What's your favorite color: pink
[278] What's your favorite Number: 13
[279] What's your favorite Drink: dont know
[280] Animal: pinguin
[281] What's your favorite Holiday: Halloween
[282] favorite Quote: dont know
[283] What's your favorite Sound: waves hitting the beach
[284] What's your favorite Ice cream flavor: oreo
[285] What's your favorite Song Ever: pulling teeth by green day
[286] What's your favorite Book: dont know
[287] What's your favorite Movie: pirates of the caribbean
[288] favorite TV show: the OC
[289] What's your favorite Radio station: 88.7
[290] What's your favorite Place: Traverse city
[291] what's your favorite Game: sorry
[292] What's your favorite Scent: dont know
[293] What's your favorite Food: TACO BELL
[294] What's your favorite Shape: flower
[295] What's your favorite Texture: fluffy
[296] What's your house gonna look like: awesome
[297] Where are you gonna live: dont know
[298] How many kids do you want: 4

Relationships

[299] What does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like: looks arnt any thing. but dark hair exotic green eyes a pouty face taller then me
[300] How do they act: awesome
[301] Where is your dream date: dont know
[302] Do you like to call or be called: be called out of no where(turn on)
[304] Move anywhere, where would it be: Hawaii
[306] What time is it now: 9:49

oh good ness i was bored. i am so flipping titrd now. see ya!
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Avril- things i'll never say

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June 12th, 2005


09:47 pm - hello!
hola! i am getting ready to go to sleep. yeah. ummm these are the last 3 days i am going to be a junior woo hoo. ahhhh. this is going to be the best summer ever. i am so excited!. i took my car in to get fixed to day. yay! i dont know how long its going to take to fix but i cant wait. my cousin kristy is coming in to stay with me on the 18 i think i already said that. when we were little, she would come over and get home sick like a day after she was here it was a pain in my butt. but know seeing that i drive i can take her home when ever she is ready to go. she wants to go shopping. so i will probably take her. she can hang out with all my friends too. that will be sweet. yeah. i got sick last night. it was gross. i dont know what it was that i ate but i threw up at like 4:00 in the morning. yeah. i want to go some where on a trip for fun. like for a week. kind of a spir of the moment kind of thing. i dont know where but i do. oh good ness. a couple days ago my mom called me to tell me that she found a duck. well the next day it hit its head or something and couldnt hold its own head up. So i took it to the humain society to see if there was anything that i could do, and she just said its dieing. it kept falling asleep in my hands and thats not supposed to happen. it was sad. well i am going to get going see ya!
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: am i missing- dashboard confessional

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June 11th, 2005


01:30 pm - ewww i have to work today
Hello! i am so tired. i dont know why i got 11 hours of sleep. but yeah last night was fun i went to a party with amanda and drew. it was fun there were so many wiggers. lol. every one was high! and drunk. the girls there were really nice they said i could pass for a 21 year old. they were fun to talk to. yeah no hot guys though all of them seemed to be more in to getting high then getting some ass. not my kind of thing. lol but it was lots of fun. lol.3 more days of school. i am so excited. this summer is going to be the best one ever. yay. well i got to get ready for work see ya!
Current Mood: productiveproductive

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June 8th, 2005


03:07 pm - a little survey
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. Malissa
02. lissa
03. pill

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. castawaykey
02. rockonchick1020
03. honeybee...something or another

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. i am gorgeous
02. i am fun
03. i know how to have a good time

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. i can be quite bitchy
02. i am not nice all the time
03. you dont have to do much to make me fall in love with you.

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY:
01. exciting
02. crazy
03. fun

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT YOUR PERSONALITY:
01. i fall way to hard for guys
02. i am easly manipulated
03. i trust way to many people

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. mexican
02. irish
03. canadian

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. BOYS!!
02. hard math
03. why a lot of people say that i am a bitch.... i dont see it

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. seaweed
02. rejection
03. being alone(all aspects of the word alone apply)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. food
02. shower
03. make up

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. cherry shorts
02. pink and black poka-dotted tank top
03. black bra

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. my purse
02. pen
03. folder

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. true that
02. thats hot
03. fucker

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. Kara
02. Amanda
03. Gaby

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
01. they love me so they would drop anything for me(i would do the same for them)
02. they always make me feel good about my self
03. we love to go on adventures

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. love
02. a good time
03. them to make me feel some way that i have never felt before

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. make me smile
02. knows how to have a good time all the time
03. makes me feel special

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU:
01. i live for being in love i love every aspect of it, the brake up the falling madly for them, the antisapation before you kiss...
02. i want a certin some one right now
03. i can fall a sleep better when i have someone next to me. safety issue

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. drive my car
02. whistle
03. drink

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. taking pictures
02. laughing
03. being with my friends

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. to make out with some one
02. to fall in love
03. someone to love me

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. journalist/author
02. psychologist
03. photoagrapher

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. australia
02. paris
03. Figi

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. have sex
02. make lots of money
03. fall in love with some one i could see my self spending the rest of my life with

THREE PIECES OF ADVICE YOU CAN SHARE:
01. dont ever try and be someone your not your true self will start to show sooner or later
02. dont be so serious we have the rest of our life for all this fucking drama bitches!
03. during life, fall in love as many times as you can its a rush every time



yeah i obviously had nothing better to do. i am a loser. but you love it. yeah. today i am going to go to church. yup. i have to take back those cds that i took out of the library. may be i will pick up a good book or something. i think i want to get a bikini but i think i should work on my body alittle more but kara and amanda say no i dont have to. they think that i am the same size as them but im not. it wouldnt hurt me to lose a few pounds , i know but thats something i have to do on my own. if i really wanted to i would. but i am a procrastinator. i think i will start a diet to day. well see how that goes lol. erik asked me if i was losing weight today which made me feel pretty good. well i am going to head out now. i am sun burned. but that will soon turn in to a tan. yay! well see ya!
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: i am ok(i promise)- my chemical romance

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June 5th, 2005


09:45 pm - The Weekend Was All Good.
Friday I worked. then i went out to the movies with chelsea and gaby we went to see lords of dog town. it was sooooo good. i was so happy with it. yay. it was so funny we went to kfc before the movie and we didnt have time to eat it, so we stuffed it in our purses. it was so funny. then we didnt have any where to put our drinks so we asked the guy if it was alright to bring it in he was like yeah. we were so excited. then saturday i worked. but got off at 5 so i went and hung out with kara. we got her pictures from prom back. yay. she had alot of fun i was excited for her. then we went and hung out with drew and everyone for a while. but they all wanted to stay inside. so me amanda and kara left. we went to steves house and hung out there we didnt do anything. but yeah then to day i ahd to go to a baby shower. it was fun because i got to see my cousin kristy. that was sweet. she is going to stay with me on the 18 till when ever. yeah shell get along with my friends good. uhh huh. then i was with kara for like 20 min. lol. then i went and hung up green day photos from a magazine i bought eariler today. well i am going to get going see ya!
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: nothing i am watching tv.

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